[Tuesday, November 7 @ 2:24am] testing. 1 comment

well [Tuesday, November 7 @ 1:42am] [ music | the desert is on fire ] i feel like i had an exciting weekend, when really i only had an exciting sunday and monday. i can't remember before yesterday anyway. tonight i watched a zombie movie in a bike shop in west philadelphia today was just a reminder of how much i really really need to be there. comment

i'm not an artist, i'm an asshole without a job. [Wednesday, September 27 @ 4:25am] [ music | entertainer - the good life ] everyone is asleep and i'm lonely. hello livejournal. also, i've had whatever station on for hours [i can't fall asleep comfortably without the perpetual blue light of the television] and i think i've seen one of those girls gone wild commercials 15+ times. i'm not exaggerating. they've almost convinced me to order it. almost. the main reason i'm up is because i decided to get with the times and put all of my music on my computer...totally not realizing that it's probably going to take me a week to do. downloading is so much easier than transferring(ripping? perhaps is the word) onto my computer but the actual copies are so pretty and precious to me. also, i would possibly feel like a jerk. so livejournal, I haven't really written anything here in months! years, even! LIFE, IN SHORT FRAGMENTS [since i am far too disoriented to write coherent paragraphs] sunday is the one year with the boy. monday is probably cursive. school is school, it's easy and boring. i still have no direction. win! also, i am unemployed and it's certainly the best decision i have ever made. i am embracing irresponsibility forever! 3 comment

[Wednesday, September 6 @ 2:34am] I am such a weird stage in my life right now. I feel like I'm becoming more like my[old]self everyday, I don't know if it's a good or bad thing. It's like everything I felt secure about has totally shifted in my mind. And it's back to the drawing board. as uneasy as I am, I don't want things to settle. the idea of constant scares me more than anything. comment

life is weird. [Sunday, September 3 @ 11:06am] I wish I updated more. Classes start in like three days. when did this stop becoming fun? I still read all of yours, btw. comment

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[Saturday, August 12 @ 12:34am] there are some days where i feel like nothing's gotten better at all. comment

[Saturday, July 8 @ 9:06pm] i am really unhappy with a lot of things. i dont know why i even bother sometimes. 2 comment

[Tuesday, June 20 @ 8:28am] i think i may just be going crazy comment

[Wednesday, March 8 @ 12:48pm] with your feet in the air and your head on the ground, try this trick and spin it. your head will collapse if there's nothing in it; and you'll ask yourself-where is my mind? 3 comment

[Monday, January 2 @ 1:10pm] ( crap. ) i hate movies. everything is pretty wonderful. actually...sam is pretty wonderful. he keeps me happy. thing at home are not so great. i don't really care, though. and that's that. 1 comment

[Monday, December 5 @ 11:41pm] oh goddamnit. comment

[Monday, November 28 @ 1:46am] [ music | the smiths. ] life is nice. I'm happy. it's the truth. ( 7 songs? ) comment

for once, a thanksgiving that wasn't awful! [Thursday, November 24 @ 11:57pm] +my mom making me vegetarian food that was amazingggg +visiting richie and delivering the book +visiting my sammy at his house [& such] +new video games +black friday adventures tomorrow! life is nice. comment

i will own this soon. [Thursday, November 24 @ 3:29pm] comment

hm? [Saturday, November 19 @ 2:37am] i annoy myself. i dont like my entries. i like hugs. my tummy hurts. i like security. but i dont like dependency. i havent done anything shitty in a while. i don't want to sleep by myself. i like honesty. i want to feel needed. does that makes sense? comment

[Tuesday, October 18 @ 1:28am] fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. so shitty. 1 comment

[Monday, October 17 @ 1:07am] [ music | belle & sebastian. ] um, I feel sort of sick right now. I finished a long way down today. quality. hmm. comment

[Monday, October 3 @ 1:59am] I feel uncertain and filled with doubt on everything. but I'm not going to over analyze anymore because it only makes me miserable. right now, i feel incredible. [most] things are good. 2 comment

[Thursday, September 29 @ 12:42am] AHHHH. comment

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